“Girls like assholes, you like a shitty person. You got too comfortable with the things you guys did together and you can’t let that go. And I understand it was hard for you, but I’m sitting in your room with you, getting you whenever you need someone, keeping you from crying yourself to sleep every night, listening to you every single night, and missing you. I’m missing you more and more every day and it’s like you don’t even want to try to come back. You’re so hard to hold on too. I want him to break your heart, in the worst way possible. If I could keep him from dragging you along slowly I would, but I can’t. So instead I keep you from letting him drag you along slowly, and I try and keep you as close as I can, but I can’t put you back together when you aren’t broken. I can’t keep fixing you if he keeps ruining you. I know you aren’t happy living in this misery, wondering if he is coming back. Yet, you won’t let him down. I want you happy, and I know you aren’t like this. I get so frustrated because I want you so bad, and I want everything for you, but you don’t care. I’m not going anywhere, I just want you back.”